Today was the best day of my life.It was like a dream.I woke up in the morning.Had to take bath early because Mrs.Shields had to pick me up at 10. So I got ready and went with her to help her out in making cookies.So we both made Heart shaped cookies.It was fun.I just love spending time with her.I love her a lo.....t.
Then at 12:30, Frank Sir and Mrs.Shields took me and ArDean for dinner at a Chinese restaurant.That was very sweet of them.They said that they wanted to celebrate my Baptism.
Then we came home.I slept for exactly one hour.I couldn't just wait to meet Elder Halle.Then I got ready and packed my stuff.I was supposed to reach there at 5:20.But I got late by 10 minutes.When we were getting red light at every signal,I was feeling like breaking the rules.But ArDean was driving.
At last we reached there.I met Elder Rasmussen and Elder Poll.Elder Halle was no where .And after a few minutes,when me and Mrs.Sheields were there beside the pool,Elder Halle came out of the men's room and he said Hi.:)..I can't express my happiness in words when I saw him.:)
Then he came near when we came out.I shook hands with him.I was constantly looking at him.He looks adorable..I wish I could hug him.
Then we went inside to change our clothes.I came out wearing a white robe.I felt like I was looking like a clown.i told him that it was so funny.He is so sweet that he said ,'I am also going to change my clothes and look like you,to give you company.
Then we were in the same outfit.Frank Sir,Mrs.Shields,Elder Rasmussen and Elder Poll were clicking my pictures with Elder Halle.His right hand was at my back.I was so happy.I felt that I was so lucky that he was there with me.:'(
Then everybody started coming.I talked a lot with him in the corridor.
I was going to see what Mrs.Shields was doing.And he said from behind,Rabia,where are you going...I can't foget his words when he said that in a low voice.I turned back and headed towrads him.He came near me and we started talking again.I wish that the time would have stopped!!Every moment with him is always like a dream.
We went in an empty room to practice what I was going to do.I can;t explain everything.But I can see all the images in my mind.He asked to put my right hand on his left hand and told me that my left hand should hold his left arm.His right arm was around my waist.My feet were under his left foot.I felt like I was dancing with him:) We did it for 3-4 times.I pulled my right arm's muscle in doing that.I was constantly thinking that I was so heavy.I was wondering what he was thinking about my weight.I wish I could dance with him.
Then the Baptism started.There was an opening prayer by Jen.Frank Sir was conducting my Baptism.Josanna was the Pianist.Megan was the Chorister.Then Camie gave a talk on Baptism.I was looking at Elder Halle whenever I was getting the chance.
Then I got ready for the immersion.He immersed me under water and I did not feel like coming out of it.That feeling was so good.I was not having any fear of water.I don;t know the reason.On one hand,I felt the spirit.And on the other hand,when Elder Halle is with me,I feel very secure.Eventually,I came out and went to change my clothes.I took a very long time to come outside because there was water in my left ear.Also I had to dry my hair.I came outside.The first person I looked ta in the room was him.He was so happy:)
Then Jackie gave a talk on the Holy Ghost.Bishop Cook was happy to have me in his ward.There was a closing Hymn-I am trying to be like Jesus.It was so peaceful.I can't sing.I was just hearing Elder Halle singing.He has such a great voice.I really wish to be his girlfriend one day.I know I'm not as good and perfect like him.But I can try to be a girl of his choice.I don't think my wish will ever come true:'(
There was a closing prayer by Holly.The Estioko girls also sang a song.It sounded like Angels were singing.They are so nice!!
After that everybody came and gave me hugs.I was glad that everybody who knew me from the 2nd and 5th ward came there.All the girls were there.I was touched by their love.Guys were also hugging me.I thought that it would affect Elder Halle but there was no sign.I know that he doesn't like me.I just dream a lot.Nothing matters to him when it comes to me.But that's my luck.
When everybody was gone from that room, I went inside to grab his bday gift.I gave him and I was hopeful that it would make him happy.At that time he said Rabia,you are the best.two times.Then I left that room.We were having cookies.The biggest mistake I made was looking at him constantly.But that was not my mistake.I knew that I will not see him for 14 months.I just wanted to capture his every movement in my mind so that I could spend all these months easily.He left after that.
After 2 hours,I saw that he blocked me on facebook.He had changed his privacy settings.My heart just broke.I cired so much.I think he must have thrown that scrapbook and all the cards I gave him.I sent him emails.I said goodbye to him.And then I made another yahoo account because I didn't know if he had blocked my email id also.I read the scriptures and felt that he might be running away from because he wants to serve his mission without any distraction.He has paid a lot of money.I really don't want him to scrw up his mission.
I have decided to just pray and wait for him.I will send him an email in Mrach 2013 and ask him if he would like to be my friend.If he doesn't reply,I don't know what I am going to do at that time.Let's see what happens.
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